Welcome to My Path of Self Discovery
We've all seen it before (on movies, or in novels): a teenager facing conflict, role confusion, rebellion, eventually overcoming the conflict and reaching enlightenment....self discovery. My code name is Susanne Dey I wish to blog semi- anonymous, those of you who know me try not to blow my cover mmmm? Those of you who don't know me well it's a pleasure to finally meet you (hehehehe). This blog will consist of daily entries of whatever is in my head, on my heart, or in my fist. I'm a freelance photographer and will include a photo per day. I will not fully explain who I am or what I am born to just yet (not in this post at least) that explanation will come out on it's own little by little. I am looking forward to blogging my daily activities, even if it's just for my eyes, but for those of you reading: welcome to my path to self enlightenment.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Hey little Ant... Have High Hopes!
#7 Today I learned.....
That there is a method to madness...
Boy did I have a rough day. school was disgusting, I was suppose to be on the honorary student list for century club but this girl beat me with .30%- it was so embarrassing. I was looking forward to it too, I really worked my ass of this year! My stupid crafts teacher decides to teach us some art history (which never happened before and the series of unit tests will absolutely bring down my mark) and completely screwed us over. I come home broken tired and starving only to be greeted with yet another fight between my mum,aunts and grandma. It was chaotic and gruesome and of course about arranged marriage.
There's this man who has been asking for my aunt for quite some time and my parents are pressuring her into marriage. Even though both my aunts are in love with very nice guys. Of course love is forbidden for my kind. women are taught to be robot cyborgs at a very young age-it's sickening! I feel really bad for them.
A part of me enjoyed hearing them yell and cuss at each other. It seems crazy but I liked it. I wish i can fight for my freedom and future like that, in a way those yells to me were like war cries!
By the time I got them to hush up, five brutal hours had gone by! I still did not unpack my Avon orders!
But there's two things I learned today:
1. Let people fight their own battles and
2. adapt!
I'm feeling really optimistic because although I had a huge amount of failures today, It didn't make a dent in me!
Portrait of a Grinning Skull by S.Dey |
Grinning skulls, High Hopes and Hot Chocolate,
Susanne Dey.
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